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Maybe I Should Just Quit….


All of us living and breathing belong to or are a part of something. It could be a civic group, a bible study, an extra curricular group, your church, your job, your family, friendships, your marriage, etc..

Woah, Brandi, you might be thinking! What in the world have you been eating? What point are you trying to make?

I was thinking again and wanted to point out that when you are a part of something; on purpose or accident, it’s a wonderful thing, and it can be a challenging thing, right?

We all go through ups and downs in this vapor we live called life, and unless you are under a rock living you are going to have the “goods and the bads”. Just as life is full of choices from what’s for breakfast, to whom will I marry? Bottom line, We have a choice on how we will handle the ups and downs.

How many times has the “downs” got to you and you said “maybe I should just quit?” Your words echo in your mind as you repeat them quietly.

When things are going smoothly, the birds sing Disney songs when you get up in the morning, everyone smiles when you enter the building/ house/ church, people want your autograph, you make everyone around you happy, no one disagrees… Blah blah blah. (Insert sarcasm and a needle scraping across a vinyl record that was playing). Yeah okay, this really happens. Ha!

No, on the contrary, it only seems like its true because it’s something new. You haven’t had to get into the tough decisions where you don’t get along with everyone. You haven’t had to tell someone, No! There hasn’t come a time when you are “dog tired” and don’t want to do “it” anymore.
No those moments haven’t happened yet so it’s easy to be excited about everything. ( it’s new for crying out loud ). (New house, new marriage, new car, new job, etc…).
No, it’s not hard to be excited about these things.

It’s hard when you have to endure things. It’s hard to “stick it out” when the fun isn’t so fun at the moment. The newness has worn off.

Are you gonna say ” this ain’t for me, Jack” and run away? Perhaps you are going to be the person that says ” I’m not gonna give up, I’m not gonna be a quitter.”
I mean, Who wants to be known as someone that just quits or gives up at the first sign of challenge or resistance? I hope your answer was “Not me.”

God doesn’t want us to quit. Let’s go to The Word for answers. Hebrews 10:36 says

For you have need of endurance, so that after you have done the will of God, you may inherit the promises.

Want a real life example-let’s use Jesus .
He was new to his ministry, 30 years old and going around preaching- it was “new”. He was healing the sick, raising the dead etc… People we’re flocking to him in droves, it had to be exciting. Then comes the endurance part. He was beaten, spat upon, rejected by those closest to Him, crucified on a cross.

Should He have quit? Could he have quit? Sure He could have! However, He had endurance. He knew that quitting wasn’t an option. He knew that His Father had called Him to a specific purpose…. To create a way to God, to live with Him forever.

See, we are all called to a purpose. To be a spouse, a friend, a parent, a coworker, a president, a teacher, a leader, a family member, etc… We have to stand firm and know we are called to finish the tasks.

Furthermore, To quit means to stop or quit an action or an activity. I know we all have quit things from time to time. There are even THOSE times when we do need to step away from whatever it is.

Perhaps though, Maybe the real activity we should be quitting should be the act of giving up, the I’m tired of this situation, so I’m going to “bail” or it’s boring now and I just don’t want to do it, anymore. I’m saddened to see that this world has become less committed to anyone and everything.

Let’s not be a quitter, let’s endure whatever it is. Maybe, Just maybe, we are to learn something in the uncomfortable moments while we are “doing the will of God.”

Remember, we never know who’s looking at us, who may be learning from our example, or who may be counting on us to lead and/ or finish the work.

Jesus certainly didn’t give up. He ENDURED the cross for me and you.

Have endurance!! Don’t stop! Don’t give up! Don’t quit!

Be remembered as one that NEVER gave up, not as one that completed nothing.

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Is a church service, or more importantly, is worship a spectator sport for most people these days? To come inside a building, hear good music and a relevant message to help your life, leave and then head to lunch?  Is this what “Church”  is intended to be?

Standing from the platform looking out on the congregation as I do week to week, I sometimes get the feeling Church is like this for a large majority.  I wonder “Are we just doing what we think is “church?” ” Are we doing what we have ALWAYS done, just because it’s what we’ve ALWAYS done?  Are we just showing up to “make an appearance, and check off the “attend church box” of the proverbial Sunday “To Do” list?

Perhaps its something different, maybe there’s a disconnect happening? Does the responsibility of audience engagement or participation fall solely on the shoulders of the worship leader/team?  If they aren’t clapping, singing or at least smiling in agreement is it a failure?  Are we as lead worshipers truly leading?

Granted, I understand there’s only so much a leader can do.  They lead, but will the people follow? I also realize the quality of the music and sound are just some of the factors that facilitate a great worship experience.  Does the act of worship always involve singing or playing an instrument?

I’ve been a Worship Pastor for almost 12 years now. I have the privilege and responsibility to lead people to focus on God during our weekend services every week.  It’s wonderful. The connection with the people and God through music is amazing, and I love it. Unfortunately, like a lot of folks, I used to believe that worship was ONLY what you did when you came to church.  You know the “worship service?” A time to sing some songs, listen to a sermon and then go about the day.  Granted, It IS a time of worship, however, It wasn’t until I served as a camp counselor for a youth camp did I truly experience worship, and begin to understand that it was so much more than a SUNDAY thing.

Weekends at Church were this amazing time to come together with other people and love on this God we serve through praise and worship in song.  However, at camp, I was having the opportunity to spend time talking to God ALL throughout the day.  Nothing was obstructing that.  Then in the evening we would spend time expressing love to God through song together as a group.  Worship was powerful! You could truly feel the Spirit of God in our midst.  It was a new experience, A deeper experience.

I began to desire that closeness with God even more than I had before. How would I bring this back to our church as a whole?  Everyone had to experience this!  I began to ask myself what was different about being at camp and our normal day to day while Not at camp? Something had clicked with me.  It wasn’t the location, or the method of what we as a team, or group were doing IN worship.  It was the one on one time with God throughout the day that was carrying over into our corporate time of worship that was making the difference. Our life was FOCUSED on God throughout everything we were doing.  Putting Him FIRST in everything, talking to Him throughout the day, and acknowledging him in whatever we were doing was keeping HIM closer.  The result: We were already focused on God when it was time to lead worship that you could just feel His presence instantly.

Okay, So I realize at camp you have the opportunity to take a break from the challenges of life, the stress of your job or school, family responsibilities and other important obligations.  It makes it easier to FOCUS on God when those don’t exist.  I have found that I have to be more intentional about starting my day with God when I am NOT at camp, but it’s not as difficult as it seems.  Its as simple as acknowledging Him when you get up, getting in His word, talking to Him throughout the day with not just the BIG important things, but the small “insignificant” matters that concern us. He’s available for both.

Seek Him and His wisdom.

Going back to my initial thoughts of this post “Is a church service, or more importantly, is worship a spectator sport for most people these days? . . . Perhaps its something different, maybe there’s a disconnect happening? It IS a disconnect.  We, as a whole, are SO overly connected to everything else, we don’t have any spots left over for God. We cannot give him our left overs.  He has to take FIRST spot and allow everything else in our lives to fall in after HIM.  It’s no wonder when we get to service time at church, we appear to be “going through the motions” “just showing up” or “here out of obligation.”  We ARE disconnected. An appliance running on electricity must be connected to its power source to run properly, function as it was created, recharge, and have the power to do all its required to do. In this way, we are NO different from an appliance.

When we are focused or CONNECTED to our POWER source, we are able to run properly, function as we need, be recharged, and fulfill our designed purpose.

As worship leaders THIS is how we help people not miss an opportunity to express love to the Father in worship. We have to help them Connect and STAY connected the other days of the week.  No, we can’t be with them all day every day, I get that.  We can do two important things.

First we can OURSELVES make and keep God FIRST.  Meaning, Is God honored in all we do, say and think?  If He is, we are worshiping HIM.  Second, invest in those we shepherd, when we aren’t on the platform.  When people see we care about them, they are more inclined to follow in areas that are unfamiliar or even scary.  They can trust you.  They see in us something different.  Not the same religion thick behavior that has repelled so many from a relationship with God.  A real, authentic relationship of LOVE for our Lord.

Our ultimate obligation as leaders is to Connect with people, and Connect them to God. Ultimately, We have to connect to God FIRST!

Until Monday through Saturday looks like Sunday, Sunday will never be what Sunday was meant to be, and worship will definitely never be what God intended.








Coffee Haters Need Not Read!

I love coffee!  Really!  It’s one of my very “favorite things.”  As you mentally cue the Rogers and Hammerstein music, just think about it.  Isn’t it a great addition to your morning routine?

Your morning may go something like this…You start by rubbing your eyes while you put water in the water reservoir.  Next, scoop out your desired amount of grounds into the filter, or place your favorite K-cup into its proper holder. Then press start and you wait…The glorious smell, oh my goodness, the smell of freshly brewed coffee. It’s a beautiful thing.  If you are like me you take this time to prep your coffee cup with your favorite “additions.”   I personally prefer 3-4 teaspoons of honey, and about the same in creamer.  My husband and I love honey in our coffee.  You should try it if you haven’t.

After this, you remove the pot and begin to pour that wonderful piping hot liquid into your favorite coffee mug.  I pour it sort of in a circle so to melt and mix the contents of my add ins.   This helps avoid the need to stir, a trick I learned from my friend Pastor Ken.  FINALLY, you take a drink while sitting in front of your Bible, computer, phone, tv, or your desk.  Wherever you take the time to drink your cup it’s “almost” downright MAGICAL! You are sort of transported to a place of blissful happiness.   Laugh at me if you want. You know I am right!  😉

Yes, as you can see, I really enjoy my coffee.  It’s such a small thing, I know.

Maybe that’s part of the problem with this microwave, entitled, “nothing impresses me anymore” society in which we live.  We don’t take time to enjoy the small things anymore.   We have a tendency to take things for granted.

Wouldn’t our lives change for the better if we could learn to once again appreciate the small things?  If we could, the Big moments in our lives would be the”BIG” things they are supposed to be.

So, have that cup of coffee.  Take a whiff of an old leather bound book.  Walk barefooted in your yard.  Catch the contagious laugh of a child, and LIVE.

Appreciate the small things. . . and when you do, savor them sip by sip.

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Maybe I Should Just Quit….

I just think this is timely to repost.

Brandi M Bell


All of us living and breathing belong to or are a part of something. It could be a civic group, a bible study, an extra curricular group, your church, your job, your family, friendships, your marriage, etc..

Woah, Brandi, you might be thinking! What in the world have you been eating? What point are you trying to make?

I was thinking again and wanted to point out that when you are a part of something; on purpose or accident, it’s a wonderful thing, and it can be a challenging thing, right?

We all go through ups and downs in this vapor we live called life, and unless you are under a rock living you are going to have the “goods and the bads”. Just as life is full of choices from what’s for breakfast, to whom will I marry? Bottom line, We have a choice on how we will handle…

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Daniel Fast Day 17

     Daniel Fast Day 17



“And when they had come to the multitude, a man came to Him, kneeling down to Him and saying, ” ‘Lord, have mercy on my son, for he is an epileptic and suffers severely, for he often falls into the fire and often into the water.  So I brought him to Your disciples, but they could not cure him. ‘ ” 

This man knelt before Jesus in Humility and was persistent in the fact he knew to seek Jesus when there was a disappointment (the disciples) could not heal his son.  He went onto Jesus. 

 He didn’t take offense, in the temporary disappointment of the disciples not being able to help.  He sought after Jesus.  We need to humble ourselves before God, realizing our need of Him, submitting to His will, pursuing Him and being confident the outcome will occur in God’s perfect timing. 

Be encouraged that approaching God with a heart of humility will always position us to find relief in Jesus.  We cannot be ashamed to humble ourselves before God, even in the presence of others.   Wow!  When are we going to finally be able to let go in worship.  To humble ourselves before Him.  To say  “God I don’t care what people see me do.  I don’t care if the person next to me doesn’t worship You… I am NOT going to miss this opportunity to engage with You;  To get closer. 

When disappointments come and we may get offended, we have to continue in our pursuit of Jesus. Instead of calling Mom, or aunt Betsy, or Best Friend Laura, or Dad or the preacher or to whomever you run, RUN TO JESUS! 

Ask Him to heal your heart, restore our trust in people.  Mend the hurts that others have caused. Run to the arms of Jesus.


Proverbs 2

2: 1-9 If you receive my words, and treasure my commands within you, so that you incline your ear to wisdom, and apply your heart to understanding;  Yes, if you cry out for discernment, and lift up your voice for understanding.  If you seek her as silver and search for her (wisdom) as for hidden treasures; Then you will understand the fear of the Lord, and find the knowledge of God.  For the Lord gives wisdom;

From His mouth come knowledge and understanding,;  He stores up sound wisdom for the upright; He is a shield to those who walk uprightly; He guards the paths of justice and preserves the way of His Saints.  Then you will understand righteousness and justice, Equity and every good path. 

Wow, Wow, Wow!  How incredibly timely is this for me.  During this fast God has opened my eyes so clearly to understand!  Luckily He does it a little at a time because it would be otherwise overwhelming, but how much I have had my eyes opened to His word, His Truth. 

The Verses have clarity like they never have before.  My life seems more in line with God than it has in a while.  There is a lot of truth to “You can always get closer to God.”  You really can.  You think you are close to HIM, then you get closer and look back… and say ” woah…I wasn’t nearly as close as I am now.” 

The more He shows me, the more I want HIm to show me… The more in His presence I get, the more in His presence I want to be.

and you know what?                                               He always DELIVERS…. ALWAYS. 

Humble ourselves, ask for forgiveness for things in our lives, seek Him… and you WILL  find Him. 

I do. . . Every time I truly want to be in His presence. 


Have a wonderful Day! 





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Daniel Fast Day 16

Daniel Fast Day 16

Taking off the grave clothes

Devotional Verse:  Jesus said to them, ” Take off the grave clothes and let him go.”  John 11:4



 When it comes to the transforming power of God working in someone’s life.  God often uses people to bring about diving life change.   Lazarus coming out of the tomb needed help with the grave clothes, He had been bound (hands and feet), the disciples removed all that so they had served a role to bring about change. 

Talking to men for God is a great thing, but talking to God for men is greater still.”  E. M Bounds 

” A Single groan before God may have more fullness of prayer in it than a fine oration of great length.”  Charles Spurgeon


  I often think and now this devotion brings further examination of myself.  I think, am I really making a difference?  Am I really ABLE to make a difference?  I think…

      “God you are the only one that can truly bring about change.  Have you ever had someone who tries to help you and really just gets in the way?  That’s the way I feel when I need to be helping God.  I feel like I will just make a mess of everything.  I think “How can I bring about diving change” in someone else’s life.  I mean, I sing, play and do my best to lead the congregation into the presence of God every week, but to get on the level of one on one and think that I could do anything to be effective in their lives blows my mind. 

Maybe I just don’t realize I have done it.  I mean is there going to be an individual that comes up and says ” You have just been used to brin about diving life chang in me, and I thank you?”  NO!  They aren’t.  I am sure it will have to be observed by the fruit of their life.    God, I am willing.  Show me ways to truly impact other people.  Use me to enable You, Lord to do a great work. 

Don’t you want the same?

Luke 12

WE have to speak about God!  We have to 8) confess me before men, him the Son of Man also will confess me before the angels of God.  But he who denies Me before men will be denied before the Angels of God. “

What will others think?  I am a radical?  What will I say? Verse 11 gives some help…. do not worry about how or what you should answer, or what you should say.  For the Holy Spirit will teach you in that very hour what you ought to say.”   

What will they think of me?  4) Do not be afraid of those who kill the body and after theat have no more that they can do to you. . . Fear Him who after He has killed, has the power to cast into Hell.” 

We need to be bold and confident with the tasks God gives us, because He will give us who we are to minister to,

When we are to do it and What we are to say

 The Holy Spirit will Guide us.  All we have to do is be willing and listen! 




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Daniel Fast Day 15

Daniel Fast Day 15

The Spoken Word


                                                                                                                  “When He had said this, Jesus called out in a loud voice, ‘Lazarus, come out.’ ” John 11:43

 Devotional:   Jesus was so in tune with the will of the Father that He already knew in His heart the miracle that was about to take place, but His words spoke the miracle into existence. 

      [There is power in our spoken words, whether they are used to build up or tear down]  It is so important to keep our hears filled with the truth from God’s word so that our words will produce good fruit.

“The Key to praying with power is to be come the kind of persons who do not use God for our ends but are utterly devoted to being used for His Ends.”  John Piper


Our words have so much power and we NEVER really realize how much.  We really need only to speak positive things about or to people, if we are to think mean things we need to just literally bite our tongues.  

Jesus says that persistence is very important.  The things we need are available to us.  God hears us and will avenge us or also supply our needs.  The Friend that comes at midnight looking for bread for a friend who showed up.  The friend was in bed and didn’t want to get them anything.  However, God says ” though he will not rise and give to him because, he is his friend, yet because of his persistence he will rise and give him as many as he needs.”

go to cross reference….. Persistent Widow…She asks for Justice from a city Judge, with no regard to man or to God.  However (don’t you just love the “Buts”, and “Howevers”?)  Luke 18:4 “Though I do not fear God, nor regard man, yet because this widow troubles me.  I will avenge her, lest by her continual coming she weary me.”  7) and shall God not avenge His own, who cry out day and night to Him?”


Keep asking, Seeking, Knocking, 9) “ask and it will be given, to you; seek and you will find; knock and it will be opened to you.  11) If a son asks for bread from any father among you will he give him a stone?  13) if we being evil (sinful) know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your heavenly Father give the Holy Spirit to those who ask Him. ”

28) “Blessed are those who hear the word of God and keep it.” 

Be the light shining ” No one hides a lamp, they put it out so everyone can see the light.  Our words and what we do are light or darkness to the world.  It is up to us to be the light to people who need it.  We need to make sure that what our eye is around is what is full of light and not darkness. 

When the eye is full of light, having no part of dark, the whole body will be full of light as when the bright shining of a lamp gives you light.

    Am I giving off a light of darkness? Or are we truly full of light?